falling from the sky (eclipse_the_sun) wrote,
falling from the sky
eclipse_the_sun

it's very confusing to realize that you really don't like your friends very much.

is it right? is it wrong? regardless, it's unavoidable. the truth is, it's really irritating. the truth is i'm mad at you. you shouldn't have done that. and people say 'just talk to her' but i don't feel close enough to talk about it. i don't want to cause a problem, but if i'm this irked already, it's too late, isn't it?

and i don't know that i can blame her for changing - because i changed - and i'm mad that she didn't. or hasn't. or if she ever did, and i thought we were closer than that, it was just agreeing with me in words but not in thought. i trusted it, but i don't know if it was wrong. and if we can't agree on a deeper level, if i don't feel safe around you - how can i feel safe around you with silly things?

it rather jeopardizes things. and everyone would blame it on me. but i just don't TRUST. i can't trust. you don't know me, and i don't want to know you anymore.
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oh, I feel the same way SO MUCH, that I feel like I just wrote that.

how eerie.